She whispered silently, that little voice inside
She spoke of the wisdom that swirls within me and asked me to honour it with pride
Her words were very faint, I could barely hear her sounds, but I felt her within me, a softness quite profound
As I close my eyes gently, an image appears
An image that shows me of the wisdom, that’s evolving within me
I witnessed my inner beauty and the many parts of me
Yet, one part stood out and that was the miracle of me
I allowed myself to go deeper
Where I could see my higher self
She was tall and beautiful, kind and sweet and she had a message for me
She asked me to be kind to the many parts of me, especially, the ones that hurt
She begged me to hold a safe space for them, as they express their inner voice. The voice that holds the space for the memories, that swirl in feelings and beliefs
I took a deep breath and moved towards the part; the part was screaming loud. I dropped deeper into me and saw a memory of a little girl in pain and suffocating in fear
I gently moved towards her and sat right by her side and watched her cry a million tears and felt her pain inside
My body clenching very tight, as I feel her inside. She told me she’d been screaming for me, to come and sit by her side
I felt a tightness in my chest and realised it was her. This was her way of communicating with me and telling me she was there. It was today that I realised that she was a part of me, and she was in so much pain
I sat with her for quite some time and watched her cry and scream. My heart clenched, and skipped a beat, but I didn’t try to change a thing
Eventually, she came to me and sat right in my lap and all I did was hold her, as tightly as I could. She buried her head in my chest and sobbed for a while and in that moment, I recall, the feeling inside my chest. Holy shit, that was you, the entire time…….
